What did 2020 show and teach me?
🌟 The Truth. The veil lifted in so many ways, and once it did, there was no going back.
🌟 Boundaries. I learned to say No, a lot. I learned how to put my needs first, and prioritize what (and who) was (is) best for me.
🌟 Discernment. I discovered more of what was (and is) in alignment with my highest truth. And as that is ever changing and evolving, I’ve learned how to continue to know the difference. (Like honoring my needs to self care tonight, thus choosing to stay home and be with myself in unconditional and radical love. No fomo here.)
🌟 Commitment. How to do that. What that even means and looks like. I realized how deep my commitment issues were and I made a strong vow to learn how to commit to myself first (and guess what, others follow only *after* that).
🌟 Choice. I really began to understand my power and freedom to CHOOSE. I learned what the power of Free Will really means, and I exercise this right in every now moment (and with every decision I make).
🌟 Sovereignty. I really began embodying sovereignty this year. In 2019, I got a taste, and with the global awakening/fear consciousness pandemic, I really owned my truth, my freedom and Sovereignty with every inch of my being.
🌟 Relationship. I discovered how I was still holding myself back from experiencing and attracting deep, meaningful and authentic relationships of all kinds. Friends, lovers, platonic and intimate. Through a heartache in January, I set the intention to no longer settle for less in my relationships. I’m happy to say I am beginning this new year so deeply fulfilled in love and friendship. I did the damn thing, y’all. In 2020 of all years, too. 🙌🏽
🌟 Self Love. I took this concept to a whole other level. Coupled with Self Care, I’ve 180’ed my life, becoming more of a human BE-ING and less of a human doing.
🌟 Surrender. I’ve learned to let go of the fight; the struggle. I’ve released control and surrendered to the flow of love that’s within me. Yuuup.
🌟 Trust. I began with myself. Then, the invisible Universe and Spirit that is always conspiring IN my (and your) favor. Then, I learned how to trust others. Finally, a man. Yes. I am leaning into trust with a partner who continues to prove himself so deeply worthy of my trust. And that couples with my next one:
🌟 Integrity. I have become a woman of integrity. I’ve learned how to keep my word, how to hold myself accountable and take responsibility for my part in every experience and co-creation. This helped me to vibrationally begin to attract that outside of myself, especially through my reflections.
🌟 Receiving. I am allowing myself the opportunity to receive. Love. Connection. Abundance. Ease. Grace. Peace of mind. You name it. This used to be incredibly challenging for me. Now, I receive as openly as I give. Even when it’s uncomfortable.
🌟 Love. I am rising in love more and more every day. With myself, my life and my relationships. Instead of choosing to close my heart when life gets uncomfortable, I am consciously choosing to lean into love. And to keep my heart open, no matter how much it aches, hurts, or my mind wants to close it. No… I choose to open. Deeper into love.
🌟 Pleasure. In all forms. This year, I gave myself permission to experience pleasure. Like tasting fruits with such reverence and delicious, juicy presence. Driving across Statelines with only the sound of wind howling through the windows and cotton candy sunsets to behold. Eye gazing and engaging in tantric practices with a beloved for hours. I see 2021 as an even deeper exploration into the infinite ways pleasure desires to be experienced by me. YUM.
🌟 Death and Rebirth. One of my favorite parts of this human experience (no really), is this cycle of death and rebirth. Like the Phoenix rising from the ashes, I die and am reborn again and again. Whether its the shedding of the womb during my monthly moon cycle, or a dissolving of an old, outdated version of myself ready to be transformed into the new. A new level of this arose for me as my Grandmother chose to transition into Spirit on the last day of this year, December 31st, 2020. New years day. I had no choice but to crack open and find immense peace in this process. Knowing that she too is now reborn in Spirit and resides in my heart.
There were a lot of challenges and heartaches for many this year, and some life altering paradigms that have and continue to wake more and more people up to the truth. 2020 vision, friends. (be sure to use your THIRD eye! 👁) There are no coincidences. It’s all got to come to light to be seen, and seen it has.
Now that 2021 has begun, what will we do (both individually and collectively) with these newer perspectives and higher visions? I know where my dance lies… and I am happy to dance this dance. 💃
There is a lot of magic brewing for this new year, and I’ve set some powerful intentions already (I always am, new year or not). I feel the momentum flowing, and it’s positive and supportive.
⭐ Tell me, how did 2020 shape, grow and change you?
⭐ What does 2021 have in store for this next level version of yourself?
Share with me in the comment section below. Here’s to a year of Self Love expressed and embodied in all forms for us all. That ripple will bring Peace On (New) Earth. It always starts with us. 🥰
So much love, friends 👑💖🕊🎊
Happy New Year, 2021! 🎆🌠✨🎇